I wanna tell you that I take this as God's way to tell me not to stop loving people as a whole:
Love cannot be bottled or canned up-in order for the magic to work; for the sparks to fly,
the love must be real and nature and true on both sides.
Love is not only the most powerful form of magic, but the greatest form of power.
Love, Zhong Sheng
I will take your love as a passing dream, the time we spent like a life of a fleeting star, the words you said like an excerpt out of a kid's jokebook, the pain i felt like the death of those daisies...
Sunday, March 29, 2009
9:20 PM
Dear diary,
I was feeling nostalgic today - because on the way to caregroup;
The train passed by bottle tree park - the place we went for ours 'first date'.
To say the truth, I was really bothered by that, I kept thinking of her throughout,
and everybody was talking to each other and was so preoccupied, I felt so lonely,
just like how I felt when I haven't knew You.
Then my dear Ephraim lectured me when I told him how I felt,
but he then gave me a song, Still by Hillsong.
And I went home without joining them for dinner,
because I want some time alone.
I opened up my lappy and I sang out my heart to God,
and I felt alot more better.
But after that,
something prompted me to look for my new song; Still by Hillsong.
Don't get disappointed when God doesn't gives you what you want,
because He always knows when is the best time for you to recieve it.
Because you see,
God always have a reason for allowing things to happen,
and although we may never understand His great wisdom,
we simply have to trust in His will,
because He's our God, and we must stand strong,
because God's with us!
When the oceans rise and the thunders roar,
I will soar with You above the storm,
because Father,
You're the King over the flood,
and I will be still, knowing that You're God.
With Love,
Zhong Sheng
12:17 AM
FOR THE FIRST TIME,
I prayed and praised and shouted to the Lord with all my strength,
my voice and my soul.
Thank You Lord, thank you for sending Your angel(Ephraim) to tell me more about you,
thank You Lord, for giving him the strength to persevere till the end for me,
thank you Lord, for giving me this kind of life that I always wanted;
no pain;
no self pity;
no troubles;
and no 'hers' inside of me.
Thank you Lord, I don't want to do anything other than to follow You and praise You,
for You are awesome!!
We are living to make Your name high, JESUS;
people can say all they want,
but we are FREE!!
Thursday, March 26, 2009
10:56 PM
Today something prompted me to call Steven(he's the guy that first tried to bring me to God),
and I finally told him that I recieved the Lord.
Well he was so happy and I can feel that genuine warmth coming from the conversation.
And there I told him, 'With the Lord, I feel that I fear nothing and need nothing.'
Praise the Lord!
You came down through grace, to show a better way.
Thank you Lord Jesus for giving me this new life.
I'm not afraid of anything when I know that You're with me..
And I'm surrounded with love everywhere now,
I know that I don't need her anymore to survive.
I only need YOU, MY LORD THE GOD TO SURVIVE!
I don't care what others might say, be it that this is childlike faith, or what other stuff,
I want to follow YOU!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
8:57 PM
HEHEHEHE I AM BACK!
Commando style.
You people's smiles are my hardest shield..
While we are sitting in a circle like this we are bound to attract attention -.-
Thank you Lord for the rainbow and the rain in the uber hot hall!
Rayson!
He funny lar.
Ephraim.
He confirm have a bird face like that LOLOL.
Nice sia. The background having the sunset. It's so imba nice.
Thank you God for the majestic beauty.
Woot that's all of us(that's present in the camp)!
But some of us are watching the other way because there are 3 cameras!
Shuai sia. The middle one. ROFL.
Like commander.
This is during the second day where we all wore the camp tee.
Edison's face look weird here..
WOOHOO! I am back from the camp! So ok this will be my very first post after I deleted everything from the past!
WA anyway that camp wasn't what I expected from a church camp! It's so fun and so enlightening.
It gave me the extra kick of faith I need to believe in the Lord.
At least I know that not all Christians are like her, people at Hope Church are always so nice; we can just leave our PSPs, handphones and valuables lying around and nobody will come and steal, they are really nice people:
so nice that I bet they can't be found anywhere else.
And it must be because of the love the Lord gave us!
I learn so many things, made many friends, and I found out that life is not about all about girls, not about her - because that thinking is really nuts.
I SHALL TALK ABOUT THE CAMP NOW:
OOOO OMG I WANT TO SAY IT AGAIN, that I really had fun there!
Best camp I ever had as I told Jeremiah la.
Especially with my cg, these people are so funny until I can't stand it,
cause they are like to 'bully' each other with love. LOLOL
And I think in this camp we attract a lot of attention cause we kept doing funny things like
everyone's favourite video below and mao zhua lao shu zhua ji zhi. ROFL!
AND THIS CAMP IS GONNA MAKE ME A PIG.
We ate breakfast at 0800 and they made us eat lunch at 1100. WTH?!
Sure fat! - But I like. Hehehehe!
But I love the third day la!
Cause guys dress up till handsome handsome then girls doll up till pretty pretty ah.
Then everybody had a campwhore session!
My eyes kept rolling around for the sweet little things that went in my line of sight!
But the most fun thing was everyone's company and love!
