Dear diary,
I was feeling nostalgic today - because on the way to caregroup;
The train passed by bottle tree park - the place we went for ours 'first date'.
To say the truth, I was really bothered by that, I kept thinking of her throughout,
and everybody was talking to each other and was so preoccupied, I felt so lonely,
just like how I felt when I haven't knew You.
Then my dear Ephraim lectured me when I told him how I felt,
but he then gave me a song, Still by Hillsong.
And I went home without joining them for dinner,
because I want some time alone.
I opened up my lappy and I sang out my heart to God,
and I felt alot more better.
But after that,
something prompted me to look for my new song; Still by Hillsong.
And my revelation is this;
Don't get disappointed when God doesn't gives you what you want,
because He always knows when is the best time for you to recieve it.
Because you see,
God always have a reason for allowing things to happen,
and although we may never understand His great wisdom,
we simply have to trust in His will,
because He's our God, and we must stand strong,
because God's with us!
When the oceans rise and the thunders roar,
I will soar with You above the storm,
because Father,
You're the King over the flood,
and I will be still, knowing that You're God.
With Love,
Zhong Sheng
