It took me 3 long months for me to get the answer to that answer that you couldn't explain at that time..
Ever since the Lord found me, the most important reason for me to remain in this faith was the answer to your answer, something that I couldn't understand then.All this while you could say that i was relearning love, because of you.The other day when I read 1 Corinthians 13 again, I begun to absorb and accept the reason behind it.For my interpretation of your answer is this:
True love was never a product of human beings,
it is a by product of God's heavenly love for us,
just as all for love, the heavens cried,
and only love could make a way;
it is patient and kind;
it is never 'me' but it's you;
it doesn't calculate errors but accepts;
it never fails regardless of circumstances.
Love isn't some gooey emotion that I used to know 3 months ago;it isn't just all about lust and sex but it's about faith and hope;it isn't just about getting together but it's about the other's happiness;it isn't just about physical contact and embraces but it's about mental attachment;it isn't all about looks but it's about the inner beauty;it isn't all about plain loving but rebukes the person for the better;it isn't about lies but about the truth;it isn't about me but it's about you;it isn't about getting anything in return, for true love is incapable of failing.The Lord will be my witness, that I had did this in this relationship we shared.Not in the past, but now in the present, and later in the future.For you might not see but the Lord sees, and that's enough.Love wasn't an emotion that we mere mortals could manufacture on our own.
If the Cross of Calvary wasn't in the equation, then it really isn't love.
For I am convinced that human beings are incapable of loving,and the love in the world is the worldly love,but the love I found in Christ and was blessed to me is the heavenly love.For if even I have faith that can move the himalayas and sever the peak of mount everest,but have not love, i am only a noisy, resounding gong.For the greatest of the three; hope love and faith,
that is love.
Now that I know the rift between us is bridged,
I really hope that the current me will attract your sight for just one more second than before